I’m sorry if this has already been posted before – I’m in a pretty emotional state. I realized I’m not the person I thought I was. I’ve hurt a lot of people in the past year because I myself am hurting. I’m really insecure and unhappy with myself, and in turn I’ve been nasty and mean. I find myself judging everyone, being negative, and acting like the victim. I have hurt multiple people this year and then blocked them out of my life/ avoided it instead of addressing the issues.
I know deep down I have a good heart. I used to be a really great person. A lot of bad things have happened in my life over the past 3 years that have made me a cynical person and lose myself and who I truly am. As well, I have gained a ton of weight and stopping taking care of my health. I need to love myself again so that I can share that love with the world.
A switch has flipped in me and I’m ready to change my life. I want to be the best version of myself. I don’t want to hurt any more people. I want to keep friendships and eventually be in a happy relationship. If you have any books that you think could help me, please share! Thank you all.
by ihatebullyingg