books that are about ugly/lonely women?

are there any books out there that are about a person, preferably a woman, who just has to accept the fact she’s ugly and friendless? I Also don’t want it to be where she gets a makeover or married. I don’t care about a happy ending. I just want it to be real and sad. I just need something to cry at, and to just not feel alone. Something relatable. A book of a woman hating/realizing how ugly and friendless she is, and hear all the thoughts and self hate running in her head, and she just has to cope and accept the fact there’s nothing to be done with the self-hate and loneliness

Thank you