I do not want the victim side story of CIA or MI6 focusing on how they were betrayed by their spies, and what happened as a consequence, but rather by anyone else, talking about their nasty operations, just like how Christopher Andrew did. Not necessarily objective but not a victim's (CIA or MI6) side story either. "Spy among friends" is an example of a book talking about consequences of defection, its basically a sob story according to me. Books like "Poisoner in chief" isn't exactly like my description but its still good enough for me.
I hope you all got an idea of what im looking for.
by Substantial_Desk1956