Thriller about domestic violence through the eyes of a woman being abused by her husband. I want the storyline to start when she slowely realises she has to get away.

Im looking for a book about a woman who is being abused by her husband. I have read "behind closed doors" from B.A. Paris. But the husband is actually evil in this book. I would like for the husband to have anger issues or an alcohol problem and be regretfull and make excuses. I would like it if they had an "amazing" relationship before marriage with a few red flags for which she made excuses. And then when they get married he gets worse and worse over time. I want him to be regretfull etc so it is believable the woman stays. I want a realistic book about a woman in a domestic violence situation.
I alsp read "it ends with us" but i did't get the feeling this actually represented real woman who went through this. I want the book to rip my heart out and learn the story of abused woman who stay for a long time with their absuive husband untill they realise they have to get away.

I dont want to know the ending! It doesnt have to end positive just realistic.

Edit:
I can be a autobiography but I prefer it to be written like a novel!