Gut wrenching but beautiful

Hiii! I just finished the 5 people you met in heaven yesterday, and I AM SPEECHLESS I LOVE THAT BOOK SO MUCH. It made me jump out of my reading slump

Now that I'm done with it, I want to read again, I need suggestions and recos which book should I read next based on what I have

1. Different seasons by Stephen King
2. The book thief
3. The guardian by Nicholas Sparks
4. The rescue by Nicholas Sparks
5. The Closers by Michael Connelly

By the way, Im 17 and I want to feel something like emotionally gut wrenching but at the same time beautiful. THANK YOU!