He/she is mingling with the 'right crowd,' but it has left them feeling a bit cold/unfulfilled. And despite his/her best efforts, all of their attempts to mimic the aristocrats/elites are performative, as he/she has grown tired of their ways.
They are also dating one of the aristocrats, but though they find them beautiful/handsome, they also find them very exhausting and are often left a bit… discontent?
He/she can't really relate to their habits, their hobbies, their lifestyles, the way they treat what's a luxury to most with such callous casualness, or how they take things for granted.
He/she was jealous once, desperate to be 'one of them,' but now it has lost its novelty. Now they are supremely bored with the elites.
Would love it if his/her inner monologue about the elites is sarcastic, biting, and funny
by Abject_Purpose302