Suggestions to process the loss of a loved one.

Might be a stupid question.

I recently lost my grandmother, and I am still processing it.

All I am looking for is a book that could help me through this time—to process all the emotions that I am feeling and the ones I might be suppressing. I am not looking for something that explains life and death to me, but maybe something that helps me contextualise it. Something that feels like a conversation with a friend about losing a loved one and going on with life and what to make of it.

I’m not sure if that made any sense, but open anything that might have helped someone here.

Thanks!