Books for a clueless 19 y/o

Looking for a book recommendation for a 19-year-old me: someone who struggles with communication, can’t quite articulate her thoughts, hasn’t had much life experience—love included, is kind of materialistic but too lazy to chase big goals, about to start uni, has no clue what she’s doing with her life, spends too much time living through other people instead of herself, can’t hold a conversation well, often feels foggy-brained, and gets lost in life most of the time. Any suggestions for a book that fits someone like this?