I am so frustrated with myself and my life. I can’t seem to do anything good at all. I just spend my days contemplating and sleeping all day. I need an insight to what i am suffering from. I want to be loved but my despise for this life outweighs the yearning. I need a gut wrenching book that will make me suffer more and then i’ll be thinking about that book for weeks. But then, i hope to find a certain sense of clarity & hope through these books. A book where it’s a solidarity character suffering and also romance books where both the characters are doomed. I’d very much prefer it if the girl isn’t too girlish like those coquette girls. I want some like where she’s on the damn, cooler side. Also, only introverted, socially awkward characters please or else it wouldn’t be personal to me. I read metamorphosis few years back and i remember relating it too much that i dropped it in half cuz things got a little too personal. But now, i am all in.
by Shutolee