I (19m) am currently in a bit of a complicated romantic situation, which I do not really feel like going into right now. What I will say at least is that it involves a constant paranoia and compulsive seeking for signs that people dislike me. This is something I’m currently trying to handle, so I’m not really looking for anything to cheer me up, just something that will make me feel a little less alone in my current state, and maybe allow me to shed a few tears of self deprecation.
I’ve heard that Kafka struggled a lot with similar things, but I’m not really sure if any of his books directly describe this state.
by adne_elric