I feel like being stuck at a place. There is no motivation in my life at this point. Life sure is good, I am really happy and living in comfort but I just cannot get shit done. Being productive is the most difficult thing for me these days. And I just completed my competitions, 1 in law school, and I got in one of the best universities in my country. I did every possible thing to get here but now i just do not put everything in any activity. I have done debates, moots, ADR competitions and it was humbling did not win any of the competitions but the experience was great. And I have been trying to write some articles this winter but I keep losing focus and have absolutely no motivation to do anythign, I love to put things off and simply go to sleep. All of this is affecting me because I was never like this. I have been a disciplined person and I think major role in it was of anxiety, parental and school pressure and expectations from teachers, peers etc. But now I have healed from this but I just can't be excited and ambitious. Please recommend me a book which might help me get out of this situation now that my motivation is not rooted in fear, anxiety, the feeling of proving my self to others.
by AffectionateSwim5556