Asya by Turgenev

I just finished reading this story. I am out of words. Emotions and tears speak instead of them. What a beautiful, sad, heartbreaking story. And yet it is so human, so real, so reliable. About pure life, about lost chances…about forever lost chances. How can just one word destroy your happiness. How just one word can navigate your destiny…your entire future. And what that exactly means when you eventually are not going to see the other person ever again. What does it mean "never" and "forever". The story is profoundly touching. Even if he lost everything, even if tge ending wasn't spectacular or movie like at all, it is yet so human, so realistic and bc of it so so sad. Actually it is simple as lives from all of us and Turgenev didn't want to make it fabulous. Even if everything disappeared and vanished in the air, still the story is written, so it stays forever, him and her are basically forever, for us readers but not for them. It is so wow to me how some let's say ordinary story from life once it is written can stay in eternity and overgrow ones life. Only than, it becomes beautiful.