hello everyone ! im in kind of a shit position rn, my gf just broke up with me and i dont blame her, it was my fault and both of us were done tbh. the problem was my emotional presence and my will to love, like i loved her but lazy to put in efforts and often kept my ego high. ik self respect should be there but sometimes my ego took over and it made things worse !
I also cant make the right decisions, like sometimes ik whats right and whats wrong and i still go ahead and make a much worse decision. at this point i dont think this is about the relationship, i fell like i need to grow up as a person and make myself a lot more self aware and give myself some time. i grew in a conservative household and my mindset also lags behind a bit so a bit of help with that might also help. ik its too much to ask from a single book, but yeah folks, give me some good suggestions which can help me turn into a person who can love and be loved. thank you !
by Ninja_2805