I approached My Struggle with a bit of trepidation, given its reputation as a somewhat difficult modern literary classic. The adjective "Proustian" has been used to describe it, and having found book 1 of In Search of Lost Time a pretty challenging (albeit rewarding) experience, I wasn't sure how it would land for me.
To my surprise, I actually found My Struggle, the first book anyway, to be not just compelling, but also surprisingly readable and dare I say, addictive. Maybe an unusual way to describe this book, which is pretty much lacking any kind of traditional plot or narrative, but Knausgaard's really got the sauce.
This book really is just an episodic series of vignettes composed mostly of the author's rambling thoughts and memories on what seems the entirety of the human experience. This is where it will probably either grab you or lose you completely, as Knausgaard not only ruminates on heady topics like the meaning of art, the concept of death, and the impact of fatherhood on children, but also goes deep – very deep – into the incredibly mundane and banal, the most granular minutiae of everyday life. Not to mention the probing, surgical and often uncomfortable analysis of the protagonist's (nominally the author's since this is an autobiographical novel) insecurities, anxieties and fears.
This mundane exploration of the life of a seemingly normal guy sounds like it could be boring on paper (and I think for a lot of people it would be) but I honestly found it to be utterly compelling. Credit to Knausgaard though, because he finds a way to imbue the mundane with a lens of wonder and interest, and turns the incredibly personal into something universally relatable and uncomfortably real. As an often anxious man in my mid-30s, rarely have I come across a book that so accurately captures how I feel myself lately, and how I felt as an awkward, lonely teenager.
The prose is mostly clear and concise but there are some truly beautiful passages, where Knausgaard delves into one of his philosophical digressions, that took my breath away. It's nonetheless a much more accessible read than I had expected, albeit an often glacially-slow one.
That would really be my main nitpick with the book – it often does have a tendency to get mired in dull navel-gazing that comes off as self-indulgent and boring without being particularly interesting. The last 25% or so of the book, where Knausgaard is at his grandma's and dealing with his dad's funeral, is particularly bad about this where it goes from leisurely paced but still compelling to being excruciatingly slow and turgid. But I guess it's just part of the package for a book like this.
This is still one of the better books I've come across in the contemporary literary fiction space in some time. I don't know if I can recommend this to everyone because despite its popularity it seems very much an acquired taste, with how much it lacks a concrete narrative to grasp onto (even in the context of literary fiction). It's also very much an emotionally-detached book, although that seems to be by design given what we see of the protagonist, and is actually a fairly significant aspect of the themes of the story. I wouldn't really even know how to describe it to someone. "So there's this neurotic Scandinavian dude that has a lot of thoughts and feelings on things like fatherhood, music and art, life and death, and also he talks about his dick a fair amount, and goes off into digressions about his breakfast and shopping habits, and it's basically 500 pages of that."
But really, what it is, is an incredibly thoughtful and vulnerable look at the world around us, and the numerous big and small things, epic and minor events, people, friends, family, lovers etc. and most importantly, how we understand the art and culture we consume, that shape us into who we are. This might sound like the story is trying to be this all-encompassing Great Whatever Novel but it's more modest than that in reality, and surprisingly close to being fully successful in what it sets out to do.
I'm definitely looking forward to tackling the rest of the series.
by keepfighting90