I want to read a nonfiction book about how we humans are the consequences of our past decisions. Right now, I’m at a point where my day is literally: wake up, go to university — which I hate because it doesn’t give me any real‑life knowledge that’s actually useful (I’ll be a drilling engineer if I can even find a job. It’s just gonna be another repetitive chore—and I hate those.). Meanwhile, what attracts me more is the opportunity to explore the world, see the problems people around me are facing, and use that to start a business.
But every day, I go to college; after college, I go see my grandmother, then I go home and scroll through Reddit. I’ve met one person who’s involved with a search and rescue team — so he’s my hope that something in my life might still change. He’s also involved in other things, but that doesn’t happen very often, because he doesn’t talk much about what he does and spends a lot of time doing what other people from the university ask him to do. That’s because his search team is focused on finding soldiers from World War II.
I really don’t want to do the same thing every day with no results — it won’t give me anything. I want to work on something that actually produces results, like how people open their own shops or go into creative fields and things like that.
I’m not expressing this very well — my thoughts are just spinning around more and more in my head. I just want to find a book that will change how I see the world and push me to take different actions
by Feel_the_snow