I know I have a chronic dopamine addiction and I refuse to finish every project I try to do and I beat myself up about every failure and I want to write stories but have refused to actually read something for like 3 years but otherwise I don’t know why I just can’t finish a novel.
I picked up a novel from the library a few weeks ago, cause I felt like I was accomplishing nothing and I just needed to be productive. I chose 1984 by George Orwell because I have an interest in politics and this book is famous. It’s good, and there are some quotes that stick out to me, but now it’s just sitting on my desk and whenever I try to give it a shot and finish it I lose interest immediately. Like the novel is just describing the world, the thought police and society, it’s interesting but what’s the goal? Why am I here? What am I waiting to happen? What’s this guy doing?
by LethlDose