I have read about success. but sometimes success becomes greed. greed for more. unquenchable thirst for more.
I have also read about feeling good it also become pursuit and chase after happiness.
I want to see joy and happiness in small things, things that we reject as normal or mediocre but there's where real life lies.
I want see wholesomeness of daily interactions.
I don't reject Development or self improvement. but staying in constant need for more. more goals, more validation, more pleasure, more people, more everything.
this can be shown as something sweet with words like exploration and improvement. But I feel this is not what exploration and improvement should look like.
Journey towards better self must feel good , yes it must be challenging but feel good. I feel I am mostly driven by fear of failure, something going wrong and craving for pleasure and craving for some dream to be achieved.
by alone_puppy