Suggest me a weird and grotesque book that will make my stomach churn

Hey all!!

As the title says, I’m looking for a weird, grotesque book that will genuinely unsettle me.

I recently completed ‘A Girl is a Half Formed Thing’ by Eimear McBride, and it has to be one of my favourite books i’ve read recently (if not all time).

I also finished ‘In the Miso Soup’ by Ryū Murakami today, which unsettled me at some parts but not wholly – I still enjoyed it very much!

I (strangely enough, lol) enjoy books that unsettle me, with grotesque, taboo, or borderline ‘depraved’ themes (e.g. cannibalism), so I’m looking for books that have these themes in them.

Some books I currently have on my TBR list are:

– Grotesque by Natsuo Kirino

– Girls Against God by Jenny Hval

– A Certain Hunger by Chelsea G. Summers

Incase anyone can recommend these and books similar, I’d be very thankful.

Similarly, I’m also a fan of books that make me SAD. Like, seriously sad – so if there are any books that could overlap the two themes send them my way!

Thank you all for any suggestions you can make!! 🙂