Books that grab you by the collar and whisper, “you’re not coming back the same”

I want the kind of book that ruins my sleep schedule, my productivity, and possibly my emotional stability. The kind where I look up at my ceiling at 3am questioning my life choices. The ones that make you zone out when you're getting coffee with a friend until they have to ask if you're feeling okay. Lay it on me you beautiful and majestic Redditonians✨