Need a book about walking back from a dark time
I’m 21M, no girlfriend, smoking a pack of cigs a day and I need a book that resonates with my (character arc). I’ll start by listing some things about myself.
– Self destructive (I ride an electric skateboard like a maniac hoping I hurt myself + cigarettes)
I’ve also totaled two cars this year (not on purpose) and my body has been through a lot of physical trauma.
– Fell in love with a girl while on drugs two years ago, will probably never see her again (she lives in another state)
-Lonely – senior in college, I live with roommates who I really don’t have a relationship with (we don’t hang out and they spend most time in their rooms) and a lot of time this last semester was spent drinking/ smoking in the dark alone in my bedroom. I have a few friends at school so they keep me sane but it’s far from “the college experience”
– I know that my life is more than what I’m feeling (suicidal/ depressed) but I can’t seem to shake these feelings of dread
by vin7102