It must always be my plan. My truth is the one I believe most of the times. I’m always so self-absorbed. I don’t ever admit it but somewhere deep I think I’m special in a superior way.. like I know more than the human kind does.. that I’m here for a different purpose.
I wanna change that. I don’t wanna loose the most perfect girl who loves me so deeply despite the agony I give her by not caring about her well being and I love her and acknowledge how unique she is but if I continue with my invisible selfishness I will lose her and in the end everybody else as well. I know I’m a beautiful soul and people appreciate me for it but the selfishness is killing my surroundings. I don’t want that I wanna nourish it.
by sp1ral1st