my hard destiny

i open reddit to share my life with you people because i have no one to speak to and bit afraid to share to i don’t mind to hear negative comment or anything because in this life i meet good and bad people.

my life start in other country where i born i grow up differently with strong feeling what i mean is i feel really deeply i grow up with that ,in same time i don’t show that because i feel is weakness.

you can call me ( hr ) when i see people want to know my story i will do my best to write it and i am not really good in English and my life give many lesson really many things happen bad and good and know i release what the purpose from this life .

anyway i come to England for studying i stye couple month and i meet old women from same country she is the best women give me hope in this life and show me still good people in this life she was like my mom , i was in residence near where i study i stayed few month there after is my time to leave the commendation i was confused where i go down i don’t know what i do i feel like life close in my face

but i was have faith the god when he close door he open new door always and i know a guy he was study with me he ask me if we can find a place and we will shar it together i say yes okay always i keep my promise because that make you a true person, i was really in hard time i was walk everyday for 1h 20mn to be in my class in same time i search for place to stye for me and my college 1 week search i found a studio i come back really happy and was the last day i need to leave my commendation , i was so happy i say to my college i found a studio and is bit cheap you know what he said , all ready i found room i was really angry i really feel down i don’t know what i need to go out sit on stair smoke a cigarette someone everyday i see him he said hey you good , i have attitude always say yeah i am good he say oh great but you look sad or tired i said maybe he ask why i tell him yeah i was lookin for place and that what happen he said oh i have number if you want to ask i say really i want to cry that time really i call the phone she answer me a women and this women i mention before .

this is just beginning of my story after many things happen people take advantage fall in love

people in street

guys really i can say i can share until know i am straggling need a solution is long story anything

just motivate me i can finish my story my heart is full

by Brilliant_Lychee_460