So i am looking for books that are about loss or sadness but not misery porn like Realms of Elderling. I want something like Essalieyan or Red Rising but not in story similar way. I like the books that have similar way of writing style. Where i can read character’s thoughts and i want characters development but not in the sense of bad to good but more like from useless to usefull like he/she changed not to be better but to what situation demands, they thinks about what are profitable in certain situations and not in other.
On a second not i do not want something like Kehlus(second Apocalypse)
I am sorry if i confused you or skipped any word(i thought about them but skipped thinking i already wrote them)
I have read all the main streams books.
Oh and its about Fantasy.
by mercy_4_u