For context I’m a 18 year old male. Lost in direction in life. School always came easy to me. Not perusing university cause I realized it’s my decision what I do with my own life and I don’t want to do that bs. I almost drowned 5 days ago over a stupid joke jumped off a pier with no one around in the dead of night in near freezing temps. Probably depressed. Im not looking for something to lift my spirits or to entertain me. I want to feel challenged; emotionally, intellectually, and psychologically. I’m looking for something to shake me. To make me question what I’m doing, what the world is what this universe is even about. I want something that will make me feel extremely existential but also make me appreciate the everyday beauties. To make me feel so isolated, to crush me.
by Hocon2147
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American psycho