Suggest me books to wiped out the thinking of being alone in the world and god hates me

I’m currently living a very hard time of my life, my brother always said “Every human borns alone and dies alone, also god hates me”. I don’t want to think like this, mostly because I think is bullshit.

Suggest me books to forget this way of thinking (not religious ones please, I’m fine with my religious beliefs).

by Iceblader