i’m looking for a book/novel/manga (honestly anything) that focuses on a girl who was tortured (and/ abandoned) as a child, spends her youth manipulating others (psychotic but determined personality type, does a lot of wrong deeds) and in her 30s or so she tries to repent for all the pain she caused and feels unfit for the world as she’s trying to walk a righteous path but still haunted by what she’s willing to do for the sake of her ambition (even while trying to repent for her “sins”).
i really want to read a story line with a MC that is similar to Ultear Milkovich, i loved her character development in the second series of Fairy tail.
this is so specific but i’ve been seachinggg for something like this 🙏
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