I'm only starting to deal with what happened to me when i was a kid and how I'm supposed to think and feel about it and it's effects as an adult, and either I'm bad at searching for this online, or there aren't many resources for someone in this situation. For the record I'm in therapy and I've started talking about this but progress is slow and hard, and i have a lot of trouble organizing my thoughts and explaining my emotions clearly, especially about this.
Please help me find some books that can help. The only thing i've read that has anything to do with this subject was Perks of Being a Wallflower. I'm hoping to find preferably nonfiction that might help me understand and reckon with what happened. And maybe something that can help me think about how to engage with sexuality, gender, feminism, and my place within those as a survivor of that. I'd probably be okay with fiction if it can help with that too.
I know that's a tall ask but I need help and don't know where to start looking yet. So any help is appreciated. Thank you.
by radarbeast743