Something like Bukowski, Rollins or Catcher in The Rye but set in the 90s and a film adaptation would have American Idiot as the soundtrack.

Looking for something gritty that will bring me back to my days growing up in the 90s and hanging out by railroad tracks with hobos making questionable life decisions. Back alley weed spots, sketchy neighborhoods, chain smoking at diners and drinking pot after pot of coffee at 4AM while friends and strangers discussed how high school and the life planned for us was all a bunch of bullshit and the world was fucked. Any ideas?