First of all, I love Tokio blues and Socrates in love. I enjoyed eleanor and park when I was younger.
In high school I had a massive crush on this girl, we were on the same group and great friends. We kiss after a couple of weeks knowing each other and I declared my love. She rejected because she loved her ex. We flirted a lot for months and we dated for a month. When we broke up we kept acting like a couple, the pandemic arrived and we dated during a year. We break up, and stayed in contact 0 for like 2 years. Then she texted me, and we kinda started dating for like 6 months, we really cared on each other I would said I was on my prime as a boyfriend, and she gave me a lot of time to hang out. I started to have more classes on film school and we sorta break up. We were never boyfriend and girlfriend tho, she didn’t wanted to, but promised me to be loyal, and the break up was more like a discussion where she blocked me. I tought it was over, I started hangin out with another girl just to fill the void, she knew I was getting over my ex (which I was in love for four years by then) and she kinda fell in love. My ex and I met a couple months later, during valentines, and she treated me as nice as our time together. She forgive me and I did forgive her. We hang out a couple of times and she rejected my. I kept hanging with this other girl tho. My ex blocked me after I gave her a gift for her birthday and is dating someone, although might not be her boyfriend.
And I would like a book of fiction that allow me to get over her, maybe trough a similar story, maybe with a story about Self-esteem.
Sorry for making this long post and sorry for the grammar, English is my second language.
by hiraulito