I wrote this in my diary today: ("them" refers to my family)
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I want to talk. A lot. But whenever I say something, they counter me with their stuff to talk. I want to share my interests. I want to share how I am something more than what I seem to be. I want to spend time with them. But all I get is to constantly listen to their interests and their problems. Today I watched maquia. The movie was so beautiful that I wanted to recommand it to mom and sister. But I immediately recalled how little they care about my suggestions. Mom constantly blabbers about her knowledge about art and literature but she never tries to listen to or understand my viewpoint on art. I feel suffocated to constantly stay silent 24×7 when in reality, I want to share my interests as well. I always listen to them. I shut up if I realize that they are getting bored. But they don't listen to my crap neither they shut up even after telling them that I am not interested.
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Any recommandations based on my personality? Any genre works really as long as I get some help, directly or indirectly, through the book.
PS. Any general advice will be great, too 😅
by geekerman8283
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I wish I’d read a plethora of books so one’d fit to your journal entry😀. As from now I’ve got none…