Give a will to live for a TikTok addict

I just had the flu. I also am a schizophrenic with a whole lot of love for the esoteric. And I'm addicted to TikTok.

Thing is I am tired. I am very behind with my schoolwork and happen to be at the mercy of some nice people.

I like Rilke, I like Mary Oliver, I've read self help.

So yes, basically…I'm looking for short form media….poems, short stories, etc. That just will give me a will to live. I can barely stomach food.