I need a Sci-fi/fantasy/distopian romance, gay if possible.

I loved the Red Rising series and I've just finished the Court of Thorns and Roses series. I'm in a desperate need of a book/series that matches the brutality, romance/smuttiness and world building of these books. I prefer sci-fi and dystopian over fantasy but if the world building is good then I'll take it. I've been thinking of reading more romantasy/booktok suggestions, but I need something queer. If it is fantasy I'd prefer fae or something similar rather than dragons and wizards.

I need something that will make my heart sing with joy and bleed in agony. Something that gives me goosebumps and makes me giddy. I know its a tall order but please give me some suggestions!