Looking for romance recs that will emotionally ruin me (in a good way)

I want to read a romance that’s absolutely insane, you know, the type with heart-wrenching yearning, tension so thick it hurts, and characters who love each other so much it’s almost painful.

I don’t care if it’s fantasy, contemporary, historical, straight, queer, whatever hahaha, I just want to feel.

Any recs for books that made you go wow, I’ll never get over this?