I am looking for a book to understand what I am experiencing right now. I am open to anything, fiction, social sciences, etc.
I live in Europe, but I am from Latin America. Recently, I had a baby and come back "home" to visit family and friends during my parental leave. However, I am experiencing a lot of uncomfortable feelings – I don't feel like I fit here anymore, a lot of cultural or social normal feel absurd, the environment is really overwhelming, etc. Yet, I love this place, I idealize it, and I feel sad having all these feelings and thoughts. Also, I don't feel like I am from the country where I reside. I am in between worlds.
by love_chocolate