Looking for a Adult book with a Fem Top

I'm in a bookclub and while I love the girls, I'm tired of reading your Colleen Hoovers, your Yarros and booktoks in general.

While I love classic books, I want to bring something *spicy*, but with a woman who tops.

S/M is okay, but consent and love are essential. I can't use a Leon/Ada fanfiction but I would love to read a romance with a man who whimps and begs but is also capable and cared for.