Suggest me a book about women who doesn’t have anyone

I don't read much books but ..I really want to read about women who doesn't have anyone in their life but even if they someone who cares they doesn't feel homey or Idk..feeling loneliness like maybe they are a monster and it would be better to just die but they still goes on cause dying isn't easy and do something for themselves even if they are failure.. I would very much prefer if the book doesn't have love interest
It's my first post here ..