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    I feel like I ruined reading for myself because I started with A Little Life… and now nothing compares.

    I’m 35 years old & this was literally the FIRST fiction book I’ve ever read in my life, and I tore through all 800+ pages in 6 days. I couldn’t put it down. It COMPLETELY consumed me.

    Now I’m chasing that same feeling and I can’t find it.

    I tried The Bell Jar and I was bored. I only made it a couple chapters in. I also started Saving Noah and I’m about 60 pages in, but it’s not pulling me in the way A Little Life did.

    What I’m looking for is very specific:

    • Modern setting (or at least feels modern/relatable)

    •Extremely heavy, traumatic, emotionally brutal

    •Doesn’t hold back on details

    •Deep character development where you feel attached

    •Something that STAYS with you and WRECKS you

    •Preferably NOT a happy ending

    I don’t want something “sad”… I want something devastating. The kind of book that lingers and messes with you after.

    I just ordered The End of Loneliness, Flowers for Algernon, and Bodies of Light, and I already own The Secret History but haven’t started it yet.

    If you’ve read A Little Life and found something that even came close to that level of emotional impact, please tell me!!

    by WeakLengthiness8183

    7 Comments

    1. A Little Life is one of my favourite books. I think the following have similar themes (coming of age, trauma, found family)

      – Demon Copperhead by Barbara Kingsolver

      – The Heart’s Invisible Furies by John Boyne

      – The Road by Cormac McCarthy

      – White Oleander by Janet Finch

      – My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell

      – My Brilliant Friend by Elena Ferrante

      – Shuggie Bain by Douglas Stewart

      – Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro

      – The Great Believers by Rebecca Makai

    2. Anxious_Log_9428 on

      Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow
      I could live here forever (very different but SO good and devastatingly sad)

    3. Shuggie Bain and young mungo, both by Douglas Stewart. Both set a little while ago, but still feels contemporary

    4. SeasonNervous5608 on

      I just finished The Heart’s Invisible Furies and the vibes were very similar. I preferred it to A Little Life because it was very funny in addition to being absolutely devastating

    5. disappearfrom on

      I mean a little life was straight up trauma porn and disgusting. But when i think of emotionally devastating books I think of saving Noah, never let me go, the fault in our stars and the collective regrets of clover, song of Achilles

    6. Ok-Thing-2222 on

      Story of Edgar Sawtelle, God of Small Things, Fall on your Knees, Covenant of Water. Tears!

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