Need books like Releasing 10

Looking for a book that has the same vibes as “Releasing 10” where the FMC has been through/going through traumatising things but there’s the MMC who shows her that not everyone is bad and wants to help even if he doesn’t fully understand what’s happened/happening to her. But it needs to be realistic, the FMC can’t automatically let her guard down to the MMC and can sometimes be VERY mean to him.

I found Lizzie’s character very well written because she did things that a person who went through what she went through WOULD do, instead of the author just brushing off all her trauma like some other books. I really liked how it was wrote it so you see exactly where the FMC started off before the event(s) as it gradually built up to what went wrong, including the graphic scenes that people probably felt really uncomfortable reading. This is definitely my non comfort comfort book and i desperately need a book that’s gonna get me out of this slump pleasee.