I used to be a really playful, chaotic and outgoing person but years of social isolation, one-sided friendships and feeling like an outsider made me go quiet and serious. I barely recognize myself anymore.
I'm a college student and I still feel that old version of me inside — I see her when I watch others being carefree and playful. I just don't know how to get her back. It feels awkward and forced if I try to be that again.
by PositiveBud