I'm always on the hunt. I'm 35 and tbh feel like I am about to have a midlife crisis and never see this depicted. I've had plenty of hook-ups, a few LTR (I mean, if a year qualifies) but I feel like I don't know what's next.

I love to read and see films and watch plenty of TV. But I don't see us literary-bending gay bros depicted this way in novels, it's always kinky sex a la Pillion or romance wish porn like Heated Rivalry. And btw I like both of those things!

I am looking for recs of novels, something that feels more real, more human. Literary fiction, whatever. Send me recs please!