Nervously Trying to find the “Joy” Of Self-Fullfillment through Books…. But have No idea where to Start :(

I shamefully admit not opening a great novel in years. Only reading when required (Academics, personal research papers I write in my spare time, etc). Instead of just reading for myself. Now that I want to write stories, Ive learned in order to do so you must be a great reader. (Comparing Acting without Listening first)

When younger I was obsessed with literature, but passion faded away with other hobbies I dropped as a teen, (Currently 17). Carrying the mindset of, “If it's not something that is demanded/work, then there's no purpose to act upon it”. I'm well aware this was an excuse for trying something new and closed me off to several experiences I should’ve gained.

However, I’m anxious where to start first or able to interpret meanings of texts. (I have difficulty reading between the lines, both fiction/real life🫠). So I don't think I'm qualified enough for books that requires maturity or abstract thought.

Preferences of beginner novels:
– Robots gaining sentience or tied in with nature?
– Maybe Some Alternate History?
– Taken place in future/past
– Fantasical/Mythical beasts from Differing Cultures
– Can be set in modern world
– No/little Romance (I like Non-romantic companionship)
– Unfamilar worlds shrouded in mystery

Here’s some Shows/Movies, & Games that I quite enjoy that may correlate towards my preferences:
– WALL-E
– The Martian
– Spiderverse
– Arcane
– Love, Death, & Robots
– LOKI
– ATLA
– Scavengers Rein

Games:
– Hollow Knight/Silksong
– Undertale
– BATDR
– PORTAL

*✏️** Edit: I'm sorry this is a longer post then most but I would be grateful in knowing where to start my new Book Journey. Thanks for listening to my long winded TED talk… here’s a cookie for your troubles 🍪