Triggering book recommendations??

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So, I like very triggering books. Two examples I have read are Girl In Pieces and The Obsession. GIP is a book on a girl who self harmed and nearly ended her life. The book was very triggering. The Obsession was a boy stalking a girl and finding out she isn’t all he thought. A book I do want to read is Get Well Soon. Triggering books and movies catch my attention and hold it. Does anybody have any recommendations? Especially books with Self harm, Suicide, or Eating Disorder topics?