Suggest me the most disturbing/ disgusting book you have ever read. (S*xual)

I wanted to ask this for a really long period of time but I was afraid of being judged but i bet i am not alone, anyhow i want to read a book filled with violence of a whole new level, aggressive s*x in extreme detail, r*pe, murder etc. Mostly filled with extremely Vivid, in detail, aggressive s*x.I want a book that you think must have a disclaimer to take breaks between chapters or it’ll make you feel sick kinda shit.
Judge me but first, please suggest lol

by classicblueberryy