I need something gay and murderous

In a nutshell, I’m craving NBC’s Hannibal but more explicit and in book form. I need twisted behavior, murder, men kissing, death-penalty level obsession! The tension in the room must be palpable, unraveling slow with some satisfying payoff! I need it so bad, I’ve been chasing this high for a week someone pls release me from this gayless mundane prison PLEASE !!!