Suggest a good romance novel

Hey readers good evening..

My last read was The Silent Patient, but it was just so-so for me. I had heard so many great reviews about it, but it didn’t live up to the hype. The middle part of the book didn’t make much sense to me.

Now I want to read a really good romance novel. Something that will make me cry my eyes out and question my entire existence.
I want to read something really good. Not something underrated, but something that is genuinely good.
And it will be my first Romance novel so I want it to be good :⁠-⁠)